John M. Ford's memorial

The memorial and wake were yesterday, at two local time. I spent the day kind of dreading two o clock, wishing I had been able to go, just getting sadder and sadder. No matter how often I tell myself that it's ridiculous to be this upset when I only ever met him in person that one weekend, I still feel stricken.

We donated to the endowment at the library. I don't know what else we can do or what else there is to say beyond that I'm not the only person who still thinks they might run into him somewhere, either online or in the tactile world.